Friday, January 2, 2009

my december


My December

Last month of 2008, what a month, busy, misunderstanding, sienz month also, nothing's interesting, memorable.

Real busy at the beginning of the month, tiring to prepare for the final, far tougher than i imagined to prepare for only 2 subjects (those who studied last-minute sure can understand how i suffered), especially e-com, damn...no exact tips or scopes given. Lord, i wish i can pass all the subjects. Then i went to fix my lorry-a-liked sound Kelisa before i back ipoh and it mou la la cost me rm185...haiz

People around me keep getting the wrong ideas about me and my female or even male friend to have relationships between us! Sweat...so i would like to make two clarifications here.

First, Ms. Troublesome, yea, i ‘slept’ your bf over nights and i drew your bf’s arm some tattoos but it doesn’t mean that i broke back with him... hey, don’t get mad about the name Ms. T, it’s true, now everyone of his housemates giggling when they see me, cause they think i am gay... i’m wondering are you seriously lack of confidence with yourself or you over-estimated my charisma until can grab your bf away...swt...

Hey, please treat my friend nicer la, realy hard to imagine how he tahan you one...he’s not your toy or slave...I am such a coward...i know you will never see this only i express myself here...T.T

Second, to my dear friends/classmates, she’s just my diploma friend and i’m not intend and not dare to go after la...especially that day at cinema i found that her hand-phone non-stop ringing sure she got many admirers hahah...and i know myself not lengzai at all very yeongsui, not tall very shorty and skinny, study no good very char, not rich very poor, no special talents, 3 words to describe myself i’m good-for-nothing.

Oh ya, that's not all, i smoke sometimes, just during exam and some special occasions, it’s true. I watch and surf porn. I very bad temper, big-manism thinking and bak chi. i think i’ve done nothing to make my parents proud but upset, i’m sorry T.T so sorry...hahah i real shit...==

Very sienz Christmas how Merry? Since most of my good old buddies met their beloved one and celebrated with them. I really worrying if next year i’m the only one single and have to celebrate alone...hey guys, don’t leave me alone okay?

Hmm...wish myself and everyone happy 2009, great improvements and achievements in the new coming year.

additional:

not only that, me exam always outcat especialy midterm, frens say got 躁狂症 and 暴力倾向,although many pimples stil very dirty 1 day wash face once and sometimes can 2 days only bath once, not only watch n surf porn but also musturbate quite often very meaningless and time-wasting, duno is very strong or very careless or we called very 牛西 I always spoil things even hard one like steel lock, washing bowl, steel spoon, electronic plug, goggles, clothes and pants and etc so have to waste money to repair or buy again and maybe this reason got 1 time I caused my fren very painful until she almost cry and wana see doctor and I stil not believe and ask her don’t be so over…I’m sorry, oh ya and always say dirty words, i realy too bad, I dont named myself ‘devil incarnate’ in msn for no reason, there’s a devil inside me..

While this edition was stil a draft, I almost done a sin again, that night after snooker then when yum cha I planned to steal rim covers for my car, coz I’m realy frustrated that my own rim covers always get stolen…and I claimed that steal is ‘get’, I just get back what is belongs to me. Luckily my fren told me some theories(which I think is stupid), and lastly I din make it, then the second day I just realized I realy glad that I hadn’t made it cuz I recalled a very important saying ‘人善人欺 天不欺'.

Oh ya, the same night, I read my fren’s blog which he claims that he is so upset with the gpa 3.35 which worse than last semester, then I think, my gpa is only 3.0 n its worse than last sem also, so, I think I have to end myself ady??haha…

2009…I’ll turn to 24 this year and I stil not making my own cash but stil studying, I am realy hardworking and study-able…Lolx…Quite cool to express like this, I’m starting to understand why some ppl so boring to always write blog...realy scare will regret to do this also.